Missing You

Having decided decisively how to handle this particular situation, I do not regret my decision. That does not mean that it is easy. Or that I like it. Or that it is painless. I miss you every single day. Some more than others but always constant. I knew I would. I had accepted it in advance. Still hurts.

I will wait patiently. Something we both know I am not long on. I will use my meager store of patience upon this waiting game. Convinced that my patience will pay off and that my faith in you is not misplaced. How could it be? I believe in you. Always.

I hope that as you endure what is undoubtedly painful on your end, you find joy. I hope the fire refines what I know is your precious core. I will wait. Until you are ready. Until this thing is done. Until you've been made complete. 

In the meantime, I miss you painfully.

M