Wednesday, September 23, 2015

5b- Disconnection

I lost my phone the other day.  Actually I broke it.  Pretty Horribly. I was in the middle of a conference about how to differentiate math work up to the advanced levels and down to kids that need added support.  It was in my pocket and I must have leaned the wrong way.  I went to pull it out of my pocket and when I did it was cracked from one end to the other.

Fortunately my tech guy was on hand (who doesn’t love having a tech guy?!) and he took it with him, leaving me phoneless. I wasn’t sure how I would feel about that.  I thought maybe I would love it.  Maybe I would hate it. I decided I needed about 24 hours to figure it out. 

24 hours later and the verdict is in.  I love it! Now, I use my phone a significant amount.  I jokingly refer to boy Surri as my wife/secretary.  He (I have an Australian accented male voice) wakes me up.  He gives instructions.  He reminds me of what I need to do.  He tells me when to eat. I ask boy Surri questions and he always has a great answer. He’s never snide, never sarcastic.  He is always about the business, something I appreciate. 

But…

My phone is always ringing/binging/alarming/nagging me.  And when it’s not getting my attention I’m checking it for some random information. Now the air around me is silent. But it’s not.  Life has a cadence of it’s own that I had forgotten about in the noise of boy Suri.   It’s a softer twang but soothing none-the-less.

I think often about all of the information that I’m missing with boy Suri gone.  And I smile because life still goes on, even without me digitally plugged into it.  But it’s even more than that.  

I have spent so much time tied to a 2 inch by 4 inch product that I have forgotten to look up.  Life is interesting up. I also find that I leave work at work.  I’m not checking my emails or answering texts or calling parents, lawyers, or service providers.  I feel lighter.  I like this no phone thing.

I have a slight concern that the Mayors office will call and I won’t be able to respond in a timely fashion (my life plays like a movie- don’t ask). I have a slight concern that the people that text me daily or weekly will wonder if anything is wrong.  But honestly they know where I live. They have a loose understanding of my schedule.  If something is important someone will find me.  I understand, in the space of a day, why people pre-cell phone thought life was less stressful.  It is. You are limited to what is directly in front of you as opposed to having the cosmos at your fingertips.  As a result you interact with life much more intimately.

I have a slight concern that maybe there will be an emergency- well not really.  Emergencies will happen whether I have a cellphone or not.  And if I get into an emergent situation I’m sure I can figure it out.  People did for centuries. And if I’m being really honest, it’s not like I don’t have the Bat phone…

Have I mentioned that I really like this no phone thing? So I told my tech guy to take his time on the replacement.  I am more than willing to wait this one out. Life is calling and I’m interested in listening.

Happy looking up.


-Dewb

No comments:

Post a Comment